Dear lord, when I get to heaven, please let me bring my man. Also, please let me bring my cat. Oh, and a milkshake, while we’re at it.
Girlfriend Application Form
Are you interested in being my girlfriend? Thanks! That’s so cool thank you so much I am flattered. Please see the following questionnaire and return a completed copy to my via the internet.
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In the space provided below please write me a story.
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I don’t know how to take care of myself. I think my problem is I don’t think anyone can be happy with me. Being with me. Tonight I told this girl I sorta have a crush on that she should go out with this other guy. I honestly think they’d be happy together and I just can’t see that being the case between us. I think it would make me happy but I also don’t think anyone could be happy with someone who is as broken as me.
This makes me feel alonely. To the point where I came home hoping to see my roommates only to find an empty house. This made it feel worse. I’m laying in bed now about to go to sleep. Not because I’m tired but because I don’t want to feel alone and it scares me. Night everyone.
I don’t know where to or who or in what capacity to talk about my life anymore. We talked about boundaries today and circles of importance with people. I let everyone in all the time straight to the center circle. That’s where only I should be and my “higher power”. I trust quickly and am overly honest because I want more support from the people around me and I guess I’ve just thought that the best way to do that is to tell them what’s going on. I don’t think this has been healthy and I need to work more on myself before anyone else wants to help me. Just some thoughts i had that I wanted to share.